City of Angels

I visited my girl in Los Angeles recently after spending about two weeks in Oahu, Hawaii. It’s always good to be back in La La Land, even sometimes I feel like this city can be very intimidating from the sense so many big things happening here and so many people trying to make it big in LA. Including me, except I had no idea where or how to start. In the same time I just love the creative vibe in LA. It inspires you, challenges you to be more creative. Even if you don’t know many people in the city, LA and my girl Brooke have taught me one thing. Perhaps you don’t have to see the entire mountain or stairs, all you have to do just take one tiny step at at time. Try everything, whatever you see next…take it. So I thought the next step I should take: go sign up for pole dance classes and send cold emails to your dream producers or creative people out there. My days in LA turned out to be fun, full of adventures, a very humbling experience. From pole dancing in new studios with different girls and instructors to introducing myself ( I’m literally nobody here ) to those people who make big shows in Hollywood. Some replied, some ignored me of course. And that’s okay. I’m happy to live again. To do things I love, to focus on myself and take my time. I had so much fun learning from different instructors and dancers - also midnight Korean BBQ and long conversations about dreams and life with my Brooke. I’m grateful for life always sending me the right people, a support system that being with them can turn the most impossible dreams into reality. It’s the unconditional love and endless support you receive from your loved ones that keep you going.